Sorry Again...

Written by one of my frnz...

All I wanted is to say I like you and Refrain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

Desired to hate what I had loved,
And forget what together we sang,
Desired colors to disappear from life,
And hide out my heart,
But every blink off my eyes tears sprang.

All I wanted is to repress the pain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

Desired you would have never met,
And never our ways had a cross,
Desired not to be appreciated,
And be loved so much,
But every second past I felt your loss.

All I wanted is these blues to drain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

Desired not to worship your beauty,
And ignore your innocence,
Desired Sun not to raise, Moon to fade,
And sweet Winds to stop,
But every breeze around brought me your fragrance.

All I wanted is to say I love you and Refrain,
But I still can’t forget you,
And I am sorry again.

The Last Goodbye

Never had I thought in my wildest dreams all this will end so soon
It seems like yesterday when your love took me over the moon
Had I known time was so short
Would have done everything to leave no malice thought

I made mistakes n fought with you
Always finding reasons new
Little did I know that someday
These reasons will all be cast away

I don’t know if I loved u enough
Measuring it would b really tuff
But one thing I sure believe
All of it was never to deceive

May be you never cared enough to see
What lay deep within me
For not even once did I complain
Of your behavior inane

All that you gave me were some happy memories
Mixed with some hue and innumerable cries
Content I am for all that I had
As I learnt ultimately in love never to be sad

Love is never about asking for material pleasures
But finding happiness in all small treasures
It’s all about forgetting yourself for the joy of the other
For love itself is enough to smother

It’s hard to show the depth of love in my heart’s core
Just like the count of waves that lash the shore
Enormous and undefined
Within boundaries love can never be confined

I now realize the time has come to finally say goodbye
And in front of my eyes all the memories fly by
Just as we met someday
Today we will part way

It’s been long since I kept u close
And never for a second let my heart dispose
But now I’ll have to let you go for reasons good
And cherish you just like the memories of childhood

Life goes by and I’ll learn to live
Forget and u will forever forgive
But someday when I’ll grow old
Left with none to rely and no hand to hold
I surely will remember the days passed by
And will weep for i was forced to say goodbye