I FORGIVE U...

I lived a simpl lyf b4 u came
Jst lyk a fotograph in a frame
A happy time came my way
Filled with an all smiles’ day
I aspired high & dreamt too much
Never hoping dat u’ll leave me in a lurch


I remember the first chat we had
And the feel of little butterflies in me bombard
I wish I knew that very day
That all this will fade away
The tears in my eyes the day that swell
Still deep down somewhere they dwell


And I knew that to forget this all
It wud require another windfall
I tried to tread the path of happiness
And the only way to do so was forgiveness
So today I out my heart pour
All the feelings that went sour

I forgiv u for coming into my life
And stabbing my love with the sharpest knife
I forgiv u for never loving me much
And filling my life with a thorny flower bunch
I forgiv u for all the talks we had
And all the things that went bad
I forgiv u for always being late
And the umpteen times u made me wait
I forgiv u for forgetting me always
Throughout the April and the Mays’

I forgiv u for making me love u
Though u did not deserve to
I forgiv u for all the promises u made
For they with time did fade
I forgiv u for u did make my life bloom
Before it ended in a pal of gloom
I forgiv u for all my tears
As they made me strong to face my fears
I forgiv u for all the pain u caused
And the love in my life forever paused


I forgiv u for being a voice over the phone
And for leaving me lovelorn
I forgiv u for making my life a hell
And coaxing me in it to dwell
I forgiv u for being a part of my memory
That for me is still so painful and gory
I forgiv u for all ur mighty sins
That poke me like a thousand pins
I forgiv u for loving my outer beauty
And for thinking of me as an unending duty
I forgiv u for making umpteen pieces of my heart
And ripping my belief apart
I forgiv u for stealing away my life’s freshness
And replacing it with loneliness
For all the mistakes unaccountable on ur part
Forever to u forgiveness I impart